
TO STELLA.—No. V.
IN vain, with ardent eye and daring hand, | |
I touch again the soft responsive wires, | |
No meling music flows at my command, | |
Nor Muse the meditated strain inspires. |
'Tis Glory's voice, 'tis Stella's silver lyre, | |
The voice of praise, the hope of honest fame; | |
But, ah! not even these have power to fire | |
My dropping soul, or rouse my lan- guid frame |
Low on my hand reclines my sinking head;* | |
The lingering tears in sad succession roll; | |
Each flutt'ring form of bright-eyed Hope is fled; | |
And dire Despondence hovers o'er my soul. |
Ah! how shall he, in whose unhallow'ed breast, | |
Seductive pleasure holds her thought- less reign, | |
Stand the unshaken friend of worth op- prest, | |
And sooth the orphan's woes and widow's pain. |
Shall the weak youth, around whose hap- less brow | |
No lambent light on genius ever play'd, | |
See awed opponents to his learning bow, | |
And hoary judges by his wisdom sway'd. |
For him shall Fame a leaureat wreath prepare; | |
And praise, in grateful incense, breathe around: | |
Shall Stella watch him with maternal care, | |
And bid her living lyre his name re- sound. |
Fair but delusive hopes! my fate denies | |
Each flatt'ring view thy beamy pencil draws: | |
I gaze—the quick tears rush into mine eyes, | |
And dim the dazzling plumes of proud applause. |
See pale disease feed on my failing frame, | |
And ebbing life ooze out at every pore; | |
And think'st thou, Stella, that I wish a name, | |
To last a little day when I'm no more? |
No: While I live and view the cheerful light; | |
While smiling friends possess on soothing art, | |
Let fame and care sink in oblivious night, | |
And Love and Friendship triumph in my heart. |
What though relentless death should mar the scene, | |
Nor Clara's smiles, nor Stella's strains can save; | |
Still will your gentle cares from anguish skreen, | |
And smooth the thorny passage to the grave. |
* This was written under the pressure
of an illness which, four weeks after-
wards, terminated in death. edit.